A Defeated Win

Today sitting in Office at 9 PM and even after having some work pending to do I was not feeling like working…
and was thinking what’s the need of working like this hell … than suddenly some Pictures start moving around my mind ie. A small Budget Flat :D (which is called small budget only by Builders) , A small Car , and me taking tea wid my family in my small home …
Honestly i m not very ambitious in terms of money.I just want a meaning full nd simple life for me.A simple life full of basic necessities.I don’t want my life like we just born, we just lived and we just died.
But is this simple life so easy to get?
I don’t think so.
This simple life demands a lot to do from our side , this wants us to work like hell and to work really intelligently, this also wants a grace of luck along with hard work……..
When I look around me , I see lacs and crores of people are struggling for this simple life to live and that is also from many years nd still no hope to get it . One day I was in office till late night , a guard approx age of 38 came inside our cabin, as Me and he was d only person in d office, so I didn't feel hesitate while offering him chair.He started telling dat he came from Kanpur 10 years ago nd still struggling to find some basic necessities of life like home, good education for children etc etc.. I was clearly seeing his almost died desires which at a time he used to have,But I cudn’t do much in that apart from listening him….
I see dat who is rich getting richer and who is poor getting more poor… Gap between poor nd rich is increasing widely..
I see hw rapidly the numbers of small children on traffic lights are increasing as beggars,what’s their faults? is it just because of their parents r beggars, poor, or uneducated? Does dis thing allow them to be beggar….? No absolutely not. Then who will take care of those? And We People r getting more selfish , practical, nd heartless by the time.Just giving a coin to those beggar children We think dat We r doing God’s work so God will reward us for that, even those same people spends thousands of rupees on toys of their children. This partiality Of God put a question mark on God existence..
Even after being in one of hottest I.T. technology I don’t find my ways easy , I see a never ending rat race ahead of me,At the end of which either We win or lose but We will be remain a Rat that's sure,

In this race of life perhaps we have forgot somewhere that we are Human….